Olesya Koshmanova, France: I thought the world was so unfair to me

Hello, dear RODINA’s family!

I share with you my difficult story and my joy. In the recent period of my life, things have been a bit of a mess: destructive internal states, painful family relationships, and persistent non-recognition of my vices (Ego). I felt that the world was so unfair to me, so cruel, and everyone but me was to blame for my misery and suffering. I went to despair in search of an exit! Many books and «spiritual» gurus decisively did not change anything. One day I come across a video of Natalia Rodina. There was no doubt about it! I knew and felt for sure - I need to come here!

 

So, I started to learn. After the basic stage (1.5 years ago), the space organizes what then seemed to me the solution to my problems: parting with my husband, moving to another country. But, to my surprise, I find myself alone with myself, with my fears, resentments, dislike, face to face with my real self. I was falling! More precisely, it was already at the very bottom. It was very painful! Unbearable! But still, I believed that there was a solution, and it was near, in the depths of my heart!

 

This realization became a turning point in my destiny! Day after day, month after month, I comprehended the knowledge sent from above, and BELIEVED every word of the dear teacher, honestly worked in practices, drank and drink herbs, studied with Anastasia Rodina.

 

Very little time has passed, and I begin to notice changes in myself, in my attitude to the world, the circumstances themselves begin to develop favorably, which inspires me even more! I already manage to control my emotional state, thoughts, reactions, track my ego, and, most importantly, return myself to true values, without which there is no highly moral spiritual person. Everything falls into place. And from this moment miracles begin to happen in my life, one after another. I'll tell you about one thing.

 

I went to the driving test (at my age 44). The test is not easy, I found myself in a transitional period: they studied according to the same regulations, and to pass in a new way. Is it possible to? But there is nowhere to pull. I'm going. On the way, I remember the words of the teacher: there are no fears, there is love and complete trust in God. Having curbed my excitement, I said to myself: “I will do everything in my power. For the rest, let your will be done, my Father. And I will accept everything with gratitude, joy and love, as the best that can be for me. "

 

And I got behind the wheel. I came to composure against the background of complete calmness and joy, I enjoy the moment. And suddenly I heard an inner voice: here do this, and here do so. I obeyed, with complete confidence. And so all 40 minutes of my test. It was an incredible pleasure and great joy - to live in the moment, a feeling of unity with the whole cosmos! As a result, the exam was passed, the remaining 20 people could not cope with anxiety and fear either this time or the next 3 ...

 

On that day, I learned an important lesson: fears are illusory, and if there is trust in the higher intelligence, the whole universe helps us, we are led. You just need to match. Everything is as our teacher tells us: "Be faithful to God and to the knowledge that is given to you from above, and then you will not be denied anywhere and in anything."
I want to say, dear friends, everything is in us, in our BELIEFS, HONESTY with ourselves and with the world, inner PURITY, FAITH!

 
By the way, miracles have been happening since then to this day. I completed Level 2, my family was reunited, my husband and son also study with Natalia Rodina, relations with relatives have passed into the stage of understanding and acceptance. But I continue to work on myself, get my necessary earthly experience, and no one canceled everyday tasks. I am learning to see God and a teacher in every person I meet on the way, we are all parts of a single whole!

 

Every time I am convinced: only when you are OPEN in your heart, and your intentions are SINCERE, and you are FAITHFUL AND DEDICATED to God, only then can you enter into resonance with Divine energy, align with great power and prove yourself as the creator of your life. That's when we become strong, radiate the best that is in us and bring great benefit to the world!
With heartfelt gratitude and love to all who work here and without whom this center would not exist! We can do everything!

 

Olesya Koshmanova, 2nd Level.