Anna Ponomareva, Samara: The path of spiritual development is not always easy, but it is always beautiful

Hello, dear friends! How wonderful that we can share our experiences and be of use to others!

I’m studying with our teacher for the second year. I learned about these courses, like many - from YouTube. The soul immediately realized that this was what it had been looking for for many years.

 

I reviewed all the issues, and my soul knew all this for sure, and the EGO did not allow me to believe in it. But I clearly decided for myself that I would go to Ukraine and study. But to my happiness, at the moment when I made up my mind, it was announced that the teacher would come to Moscow. I paid for my studies, train tickets. And then something happened that we all know (entry and exit were not possible), the trip was canceled! And, of course, at that moment it was panic. And it was during that period that the first online classes were held!

 

And only now came the understanding that even this is not accidental. How many people around the world have received opportunities for learning and rapid growth! After going through personal consultation, then a basic course (all the questions on my part were only about finances, material well-being, all my strength and practice from the basic course to the 2nd stage were aimed at the formation of material wealth! And I could not believe what was happening in a year I received as much as I did not fantasize, everything happened by itself! (and I understood that I corresponded to these desires because I am not a greedy person and never get attached to material things!) everything that I wanted and visualized in practice came at the speed of light, and on the material plane, I do not have time to keep up with everything.

 

The interview for the Second Stage was approaching and it was then that EGO slammed me - my mother fell ill with that very disease. And in the worries and fears for her, I greatly fell energetically. And Natalia Vladimirovna Rodina considered this information and with difficulty took me. And I decided for myself that I must prove to the teacher that I can and will grow further. I worked on my mom now in sublimation and lo and behold she recovered! And then my faith grew even more! And then my consciousness turned over. I realized that if I could help my mother, then I want to help people. All my desires for material wealth were transformed into a desire to develop abilities and help other people. I didn’t even notice how my personal desires went far into the background. Everything came by itself. Relationships at work, with children, parents, husband came into harmony.

 

My health and the health of the children were excellent, but before each stage, there were circumstances that I or the children fell ill, and I had to ask Natalya Vladimirovna for help, and of course, she quickly recovered. But quite recently I passed the 4th stage and my daughter got sick again. The doctors could not make a diagnosis, and she was getting worse, and I was getting worse. And again I had to ask for help from Natalya Rodina. But she scolded me and said, how can I not help my child, why do I go to the doctors, being at such a high level! Natalya Vladimirovna said that I was weak and that I had no faith !!! My first thought is how can I not trust the teacher? Why does she say that? I believe with all my heart and soul! But at that moment I did not believe in myself !!! And this means I do not believe in my strength, in my practices, knowledge, and, consequently, in my teacher. This is what Natalya Vladimirovna was talking about, and it opened up new strength in me!

 

In the evening practice, tears flowed like a river, and it was purification, and I realized that I have very great power. And I must not fail and be strong! Who else but us??? We are learning for this! And I realized that this is my attachment and this is my weakness, which I must work through, and only then can I move on! And, of course, realizing this and calming down, my daughter fully recovered in a couple of days. And what happened before each step was an indicator and a test that I did not pass, but asked for help all the time! Natalya Vladimirovna finds an approach to everyone! And this is just amazing! Everything works, both the stick and the carrot)). I am grateful to the Creator for meeting our teacher❤️!

 
The path of spiritual development is not always easy, but it is always beautiful. And our main task is to work on ourselves every minute!