Kucherenko Lyudmila, Belgorod-Dnestrovsky: I learned to accept, forgive, and thank

Hello, my lovely Rodina's community! I read each of you who you were looking for and found your own path of becoming, and I am simply happy for each of you! I can say I am at the very beginning of the journey. From early childhood I had a clear knowledge, some feeling that I know everything: how children are born, and why they come to these parents, and how to cook food, and how to wash and clean, and how to heat the stove (I grew up in a village) ... and no one taught me this. As a child, I loved to sing, read books, loved every blade of grass and insect, and wanted to become a doctor. But as I got older, things gradually became different from what I dreamed of in childhood.

 

My first school love, my first husband died when my daughter was 5 years old. There was a lot of pain, disappointment, betrayal and fear. I went to work, down the street, and my tears involuntarily flowed in a stream. And against this background of a clear understanding that no one needs me alone with a child, I meet my second husband, who from the very beginning kept me in low vibrations with his alcoholic binges for 36 years. I am a donor for him, he feeds on my energy. And even when our son was born, the husband did not stop living for the sake of the entities obsessed by his ego.

 

Now I understand that it is the work of the matrix to extinguish my light and love. Now I understand that I did not live in harmony with my soul, with my particle of God, I did not hear it, I betrayed it, I pushed it into the very corner, hence the diseases arose. This was my experience. For this, I apologize to my soul that it suffered so much with such an unreasonable child of God.

 

Of course, I tried to find explanations for what was happening. I searched, read, went to church, prayed, and yet somehow spiritually grew out of “short pants”. I began to have prophetic dreams, sometimes I read people's thoughts, my intuition began to return to me. I was looking for God.

 

Once, about 28 years ago, when a child was sleeping at lunchtime, I suddenly saw myself downright with the child on the couch. And my soul flew into another dimension, where it was so fabulously beautiful, green, the birds are singing, and people are there, but they are not visible, but only the feeling that they are; it was such grace, love, joy, beyond words; and I wanted to stay there ... But my soul abruptly flew back into me. Probably, God considered that it was early for me to leave because I have two small children.

 

I saw a video on YouTube about Natalya Vladimirovna a couple of years ago. My heart jumped at once! From time to time I watched her videos and this spring I clearly understood that this is my salvation. I thank God immensely that my teacher and savior met on my way!

 

Finances were found miraculously, and I finished the basic course, now I drink herbs, just recently I finished the first stage. To be honest, the ego tests me through family and friends, through work. Especially after sublimation. But I am NOT an ego, I am LIGHT and LOVE. I learned to accept, forgive, thank. No murmur or doubt. As Natalya Vladimirovna says, we need to develop WILL and FAITH in ourselves, which is what I strive for. I am only at the very beginning of the path, oh how much more work I have with myself, with children and grandchildren, with my family, in society.

 

I am grateful to our teacher for the knowledge and practices that come to us through her from the Higher powers! I really want to grow spiritually, to correspond, to be saturated with knowledge, light, love and joy from this source, so I want our hearts to open and open towards these wonderful feelings! And may God grant our teacher perfect health, love, light and many years!